Some people like surprises. The truth is we like surprises whenever they add to our lives and are those we would want.
The surprises that we get that are unexpected and create instability seem to be the ones that we don’t so readily welcome into our lives.
I got to experience this firsthand yesterday.
When my car got flooded in the rains.
A few times in the past I’ve had my innate intelligence warned me of the oncoming waters in fact one time it woke me from a deep sleep In the middle of the night and said get to the building now.
At 3 o’clock in the morning Jackie and I drove to the office where I had parked Ava Pearl safely in our building garage.
We were able to arrive just moments before the flood waters filled the garage. That time and other times in the past I was able to save my car and move it in time so it did not get flooded.
Yesterday however, that same Inner Voice and that same protective guidance did not speak up and say go move your car and save it from the water that’s going to flood it.
In fact I had absolutely no thought whatsoever of the possibility of the garage flooding.
I wrestled with this yesterday. My inner saboteur calling me stupid, not aware, and other things that we won’t repeat.
For a little while I took it on I was very sad in fact I even felt pains of depression coming in as I wrestled with the inner voice that was telling me that this could’ve all been prevented if only, if only……
I had to step up to that inner voice and with the support and guidance of my beloved I started to shift…. what if this was divinely guided and divinely designed? I realized that even through the pain … a divine adventure still awaits me ahead.
This morning I’m still sad that my beautiful car the one that I have loved and treated so well and has been with me through the last three years is now going to face the insurance adjuster and more than likely I won’t get to drive her again.
I did not realize yesterday morning whenever I drove her to work that would be the last time I got to drive my beautiful car.
Yeah some people say it’s just a material possession it’s just a car you’ll get a new one.
I was able to realize that I form connections to the things I get to take care of and my car was one of those things.
As it says here in the picture we get to choose your attitude and we get to greet the day with possibility and with an energy where we know we are partnered with universal intelligence, with the God of our choosing, with the powers that open up and keep us along the path that it knows is our highest good.
So even when the adventures that come are not the ones we wouldn’t otherwise expect or want and sometimes we feel sad about them… the truth is it’s all for our good despite what it looks like to us and the pain that feels like inside.
God and the universe helps us keep our promises to ourselves.
I had on my vision board this year that I was going to be upgrading my car and God remembered.
I had forgotten until this morning.
We are all along for the ride and in perfect union, in a Divine partnership with the energies that hold us and move through us as us in this beautiful world.
I get to meet car rental people that are gonna help me today. I get to meet insurance people that are going to help me today. And in the near future I’m going to get to meet a new car person that’s going to help me find a new vehicle.
And for Ava Pearl, my beautiful car, she’s going to get repaired and she’s going to get to go to another home someone who’s going to love her just as much and maybe even more than I did.
Have a beautiful day!
Love Tina Marie