Allowing the extraordinary to flow through us is not as easy as it would seem. Of course I want an extraordinary life, full of happiness, joy, contribution and love you say. Of course I want to create progress and be resourceful you say.
Learning to recognize the stories we tell ourselves, the hidden rules we play by that keep us stuck and the safety mechanisms that play out in our relationships is key to both our individual and collective joys…. and to all our dreams coming true.
Today I learned of a place I have been unconsciously playing out ancestral patterns of lack, worry, fear, all of which combatted directly my want for adventure, fun, happiness and love.
It hit me like a tons of bricks. I began to cry. The release flowing over my cheeks like a welcomes warm rain.
I blessed my Mom and Dad … sending them both tremendous flows of love.
At the time of my conception, my parents were struggling financially, emotionally, and my mother, was struggling with her health.
At the time of my birth the world was in chaos fearing a cold war, and at the same time, in wonder of the extraordinary with the landing of men on the moon. I was born the night they landed on the moon.
Huge instability was present for my parents and huge instability and wonder was present for all of humanity.
What stories were present for you at the time of your conception and your birth that have played out over your life?
I saw vividly the pictures of how these concerns, worries, stressors, and thoughts have played out over my life.. popping up here and there to keep me safe when confused, of low energy … oh the beauty of it all.
As the awareness flowed through my mind, I felt so very grateful.
I realized I am not the stories.
I realized, or my soul did, that all of these moments have beautifully created me and my ability to help others.
Had these moments not played out in this way, the trajectory of my life and all its wonder would have been 100% different.
Something opened up, literally I felt a breaking open inside me … pain right in the middle of my solar plexus.
I let out a moan… like a lion in the night.
The release sent a palpable flow out into the whole of the Universe.
Immediately happiness, laughter, joy, ecstasy merged into my being. Tears and laughter, and joy and sadness all merging together in a beautiful dance.
How extraordinary we each are, we all are.
Thank you for being on this journey with me.
Your connection is purposeful.
Your energy is felt.
As one transforms, we collectively evolve.
I love you all.
Please add your comments and let me know what your viewpoints are of our connections to our ancestors.
– Tina Marie St.Cyr